Dorothy Edwards | Visual Journalist

Senior cheerleader Jesus Mar moved to Vancouver from Mexico with his family when he was in the eighth grade. He didn’t know what cheerleading was and he didn’t speak any English. After meeting Coach Val, he tried out for the team freshman year and made varsity. He was the only boy on the team, which made him a little hesitant, but he says Newcomer pushed him to be himself.

“When I met Coach, it was the first time someone believed in me 24/7,” Mar says. “I wouldn’t be this Jesus without cheer and without Coach.” Mar has an outgoing personality, often singing or dancing during practice, but snaps into a natural leadership mode when necessary.

Since joining the team four years ago, he says he has become more comfortable with his gay identity. He started wearing makeup and letting more of his true self come through, which he says was a transition for his family (whom he now counts among his biggest supporters). He wants to be a role model for younger boys — to show them that it’s OK to be a boy cheerleader, to be gay, to wear makeup.


“I come from a country where being gay or being different is something bad,” Mar says. “I don't want people to feel the way I felt a couple of years ago.”

His influence is already apparent. When the team visits middle schools to recruit new cheerleaders, younger boys ask to take pictures with Mar.

He’s also modeling resilience. When Mar was a freshman, a best friend committed suicide. But he came to cheer practice the next day. He says being with his cheer family helped him get through those times. 

“That is our life as cheerleaders. We always go through stuff and have to find a way to not let it get to us. Cheer is our safe spot,” he says.

Coach Val can relate. Cheer was a safe haven for her growing up, too. Her mother and stepfather struggled with drug addiction. Her mother and older brothers experienced abuse at the hands of her stepfather, as did she, to a lesser extent. 

“It was my entire childhood. That was normal for me,” she says.

She became a ward of the state in high school and was taken in by her best friend’s family. At 13, she found cheerleading, which helped distract her from her family troubles.

“I think [cheerleading] helped keep my mind off of never seeing my mom. It filled that void,” Newcomer says. “I could have gone down a bad path. I don’t think I would have stayed in high school if I didn’t have cheerleading.”

So when her cheerleaders have something going on at home, her aim is to provide the same kind of safe space at practice that she relied on when she was their age.

Though Marley Smith is not going to state with the competition team because of her job — she can’t afford to take time off — she remains a core leader. Her maturity and love for her teammates is apparent when she speaks, often giving encouraging advice and passing on lessons she has learned over the past four years. 

She grew up in an abusive home. She spent a couple years in the foster care system and had to grow up fast and raise her younger brother.

Though Smith and her mother now have a close relationship, she says for most of her childhood she didn’t know what a parent was.

“It's funny because we have people come to us all the time saying, ‘You're so young, you still have so much more to experience,’ ” Smith says. “We get that. But at the same time, you don't know what we have experienced already.”

On this day, Smith attends an extra practice with her fellow seniors. They are working on a special performance for “senior night” at school. During a basket toss — when team members throw her high up into the air —  she smiles her biggest smile and reaches for her toes. She says she has learned to hide her pain when she is performing, because she has to. 

“You can have stuff going on, like really hard things, but once you step out in front of a crowd, you can't let them know that you're hurting,” she says. “Once you step on the mat, it is your happy place.”

At another practice, Jessica “Jess” Salinas tries to keep her teammates focused as they rework their formations before state. Her position is close to front and center for much of the routine. This is her first year back to cheering after she took her junior year off to give birth to her daughter. She says her mom watches her daughter every day after school so she can cheer.

“[Cheer] is the only place I can be myself and not worry about anything else,” she says, wiping sweat from her face and catching her breath.

Being a senior and a leader on the team is a lot of pressure for Salinas. But no matter what she is going through — including her nephew’s death in November — she tries to stay positive because she knows so many of her teammates are struggling outside of cheer, just as she has.

“It is pretty hard to deal with,” Salinas says. “But it feels good we are going to state. It is kind of like we made history. We all worked really hard to get where we are.”

After missing practice on the day her boyfriend was killed, Jay Jay James was back at it two days later. In the gym she helps roll out the mats and gets to work, getting caught up on new formation changes and offering constructive criticism to teammates as they run through their routine.

Her grandmother, who lives with the family, is a cancer survivor. Her mother is a domestic violence survivor. James feels like watching these women in her life has shaped how she deals with her own trying times.

“I feel like I have such a strong family,” James says. “I’ve always been surrounded by people who don’t give up, and I feel like I brought that to cheer.”

When the family moved to Washington in 2015 to escape a domestic violence situation, James had a hard time in school (in a different district). She says she was bullied for the color of her skin. Students would pull her hair and throw garbage at her.

After moving on to Fort Vancouver High School, she was relieved to see other students that looked like her. She tried out for cheerleading and finally felt like she was a part of something.

“Cheer built me back up to my normal self. I felt like it was a second home,” she says. “I wouldn’t even be here if it wasn’t for my mom and Coach Val.”

The day after her boyfriend’s death, James attended “senior night” — a celebration of the basketball, cheer and dance teams that marks the end of the season and a sendoff for the departing seniors. 

“Everybody struggled on the team,” James says, “and knowing people were going through stuff and still showing up to cheer, I knew I couldn’t give up. It has always been more than a team.” 

When her name was announced during the ceremony, she walked down the center of the basketball court with tears in her eyes.

Afterward, the team gathered in the empty cafeteria to share parting words and gratitude for the past four years, and encouragement for the younger cheerleaders to keep working hard together next year. 

James sat quietly with her mother’s arms wrapped around her. She was the last one to speak.

“All of the other [Fort Vancouver] sports have been on the top of the hill, and we have been climbing up the side. Now we are almost to the top of it. No one believed in us. … Upcoming seniors, do it your own way ... be as good as you can be. Today is here but tomorrow is never promised.”

Early on the morning of the state championship, the cheerleaders are antsy. On the bus, the excitement is palpable as they make the 30-minute drive to Battle Ground High School for the competition.

James pulls out the photo of her boyfriend she brought along. “[The photo] helps me a lot. I probably wouldn’t be able to be here without him,” she says.

He had been supportive of her cheerleading, and was excited to see her perform at state. She carefully places the photo next to her on the seat, as she talks with her coach and mentally prepares herself.

At Battle Ground High School, the competition gym is split in half. Facing the mat, family members, fans and judges fill the bleachers, with overflow spectators standing along the railings. Opposite the spectators, color-coordinated clumps of cheerleaders watch other teams perform, waiting for their turn. In the hallways of classrooms outside the gym, they do nervous last-minute run-throughs. “Good luck,” they say over and over, passing each other going to and from the gym.

Coach Val gathers her team for one last huddle. “We are slowly starting to change things at Fort and it is starting with you,” she says. “Without these seniors that we have here today, this program would be nothing. They are the ones that set the stage for you guys, you guys are setting the tone for the teams to come.”

In the small holding area off of the gym, the team is “on-deck.” Mar, Salinas and James give last-minute pep talks as cheerleaders check hair bows and shoelaces. When they finally take the mat, Newcomer positions herself on the floor right in front. The marching-band music starts and their faces all light up as the crowd cheers them on. Salinas and James serve as bases for some of the stunts, while Mar works the red and white signs leading the cheers, and assists with lifts.

Fort Vancouver is up against seven other teams in their division. But as is tradition, only the top few teams from each division are announced during the awards ceremony. 

Bethel and Bellevue high schools take home the division’s top two prizes. The ranking of the remaining six teams remains a mystery until after the ceremony, when Newcomer gets the score sheet and shares the results with her team.

Fort Vancouver comes in seventh out of eight teams. And they are thrilled. Jaws drop and screaming ensues as they celebrate the huge accomplishment: They beat another team.

“Being able to go to a competition and place for state was like, wow,” James says. “I feel like we had the right people on the team. We were always there for each other, and having people willing to show up with what they are going through at home is really special to me.”

Jesus Mar agrees. “No matter what, we are always there for each other and we are always able to get through it because at the end of the day, you get to go home and say you are doing a sport with your best friends.”

As everyone packs up to leave, they share hugs and some tears as the season officially comes to a close. Teammates and their families trickle out to their cars and head back to their homes and lives outside of cheer, leaving behind a new legacy for the future of Fort Vancouver cheerleading.